A 37-year-old man experienced a psychotic episode after consuming psilocybin mushrooms, leading to self-inflicted penile amputation with an axe. The penis was partially replanted.
In an unprecedented case report, doctors in Austria have documented the first known instance of psilocybin-induced penile amputation. After consuming a large quantity of magic mushrooms, a 37-year-old man suffering from depression and alcohol abuse severed his penis with an axe. Fortunately, doctors were able to reattach part of the amputated organ. The unique case is detailed in the Mega Journal of Surgery.
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The case report published by doctors at Hospital Feldkirch in Austria outlines the shocking details of a 37-year-old man who consumed a large dose of psilocybin and, during a severe psychotic episode, amputated his penis using an axe. The man, who had a history of depression and alcohol abuse, ingested four or five dried psilocybin mushrooms while staying alone in a secluded vacation home.
Not long after consuming the mushrooms, the man began to experience a terrifying hallucination or delusion, which led him to take an axe and sever his penis into multiple pieces. The details of the event are unclear to the patient, as he did not fully remember what had occurred.
The man reportedly tied a piece of cloth around his genital area to control the bleeding and placed the severed parts of his penis in a jar filled with snow. He then left the house, bleeding profusely, in search of help. A passerby found him in a confused state and called for emergency services. The man was transported to a nearby village and later to a hospital, arriving approximately five hours after the amputation.
Upon arrival, the patient was in a critical condition, having lost a significant amount of blood. He was immediately taken into surgery, where doctors worked to stabilize him and control the bleeding. His penis was contaminated with soil and snow, and parts of the organ were severely damaged. Surgeons were able to save the glans (the tip of the penis) and about two centimeters of the penile shaft, but the other sections were too damaged to be repaired.
Remarkably, the replantation was successful, despite the significant challenges posed by the extent of the injury and contamination. Despite initial difficulties, the patient’s condition improved after the surgery, although he continued to suffer from severe psychotic symptoms, including auditory hallucinations and religious delusions. He was placed under psychiatric care, and his treatment included antipsychotic medications to help control the hallucinations. His mental state gradually stabilized, and after a week, he was moved back to the urology department to continue his recovery.
In the weeks following the surgery, the patient experienced some complications. Superficial necrosis (death of skin tissue) developed on the glans of his penis, likely due to the loss of blood flow during the period of ischemia, but this healed over time. Remarkably, the patient was able to regain some erectile function within three months of the surgery, though the overall length of his penis was significantly reduced due to the damage. At his last follow-up visit, he was able to urinate normally while seated, though a minor complication called hypospadias developed, where the urethral opening is located further down the shaft than normal.
While this case is the first documented instance of psilocybin-induced self-amputation, it brings attention to a broader phenomenon of self-mutilation during psychotic episodes, particularly among individuals with underlying mental health conditions. Known as Klingsor syndrome, these rare but extreme events often involve self-inflicted injury to the genitals and can be associated with a range of psychiatric conditions, from schizophrenia to substance-induced psychosis.
This shit is why I haven't tried shrooms. I know it's incredibly unlikely, but it's just enough to scare the shit out me. I didn't need my egg cracking during a trip and I try to do an at home, diy surgical transition.
It's mainly the length of time. It lasts so long, tons of time for me to do something crazy. DMT seems safer from a totally underinformed position, just because it doesn't last as long, and I think my buddy can restrain me for 15 minutes better than he can for 8 hours. Lol
I'm a "drugs head" and you're way off the mark. Take a reasonable amount of shrooms by themselves in a good head space, you'll be fine. DMT gave me existential madness for like months lmfao
It's really intense, so if you're not like 100% it's really easy to have a bad time. It also shows you things human beings aren't supposed to see, in my opinion. Like the way things are connected through space and time. Mrs Bizzle says it sends you to hell but I don't think that's true.
I've never done ket but my cousin did and explained it the same way. I did DMT years ago and loved it but this most recent time it went pretty bad. I had some good experiences and some bad ones, ultimately though I think I'll stick to weed and shrooms
It's mainly an issue for people already predisposed to psychosis. If you don't have that in your family history, then start with a low dose and have a trip sitter. It can be an incredibly positive experience if done safely.
This shit is why I haven’t tried shrooms. I know it’s incredibly unlikely, but it’s just enough to scare the shit out me. I didn’t need my egg cracking during a trip and I try to do an at home, diy surgical transition.
I don't think it's likely unless you have really bad penis dysphoria already, believe me, you'll know if you do.
Though your egg cracking on a trip is still possible even if you don't hate your penis, and that can be scary and uncomfortable. IMO best to do it while not tripping.
I guess that makes sense, not everyone is ready to face themselves at the present time. Though I know from being a stubborn egg growing up, it does eventually weigh on you. That's why it's a good idea to explore sooner. The most important thing is being able to live with yourself and be happy with yourself and your body, I'd suggest revisiting the idea in the future every now and again, eventually one day you might be ready, it can be scary and hard but it can also be rewarding.
I mean, I figured myself out, I think. I also figured out that, regardless of how I feel, I'm more at ease being uneasy like this than I would be uneasy the other way, if that makes any sense at all.
Ugh. I'm writing and rewriting trying to phrase everything without actually admitting anything and it's not working. So, cards on the table. Feeling vulnerable, might delete later. Lol.
I'm pretty sure I'm trans. Like, right now, if I could push a button, I'd push that fucking button. 100% of the time, no hesitation. But I can't push that button. That button is years of hard work, isolation, alienation from friends and family, vulnerability, embarrassment, awkwardness, and for a payoff that, for me personally*, just wouldn't be worth it, because at the end (if such a thing could even be said to exist) of that journey, I would be a 6'3 trans woman with shoulders like an NFL linebacker, and likely in my mid to late 40s at best. Life is hard enough for me as a, frankly, quite unattractive cis gay man, and that's with decent support from family. My family is never going to disown me, mind, I could burn down an orphanage on Christmas Eve and dance in the ashes and my mom would be livid, but that lady would love me and I'd be still welcome at dinner. But the awkwardness and trying to make her understand is just too much for me, for what I consider very little payoff, again, for me personally*. I'm never going to feel comfortable in my own skin, so I figure I might as well be uncomfortable and still enjoy the benefits and privilege of cis white guy status. Do I hate my body? Yes. Do I wish I could change in fundamental ways that go far beyond simple weight loss or whatever? God yes. Do I realistically have the resources to make that happen and reach a point where I think I could like my body? No.
*I am not even remotely suggesting that it's not worth it for other people, and it's one of the reasons I don't really feel comfortable talking about this, because I support any and everyone's right to transition or do whatever they need or want to do to feel even an iota more comfortable in their bodies. I feel like explaining my own issues on the subject with myself belittles what others go through.
Oh God. I've never actually admitted any of this before, and I'm a little scared shitless right now. I seriously may delete this.
I really hope at some point you get to a point where you can feel comfortable expressing yourself in ways that match who you are. I'll admit it does take some hard work, but the rewards are often worth it, they come in the form of self-acceptance and being happy with who you are.
would be a 6’3 trans woman with shoulders like an NFL linebacker, and likely in my mid to late 40s at best.
I know many people who felt that same way and they still pass wonderfully, yes it does take hard work and does take time. But it's nowhere near as hopeless as it seems.
My family is never going to disown me, mind, I could burn down an orphanage on Christmas Eve and dance in the ashes and my mom would be livid, but that lady would love me and I’d be still welcome at dinner.
I'm glad to hear that your family is accepting. That's more than I can say for my family. I haven't talked to them in almost 7 years. They wanted nothing to do with me when I came out as trans, and were especially disgusted by the idea of me being on HRT. It's nice to hear that your family will still accept you even if you choose to make changes.
I’m never going to feel comfortable in my own skin, so I figure I might as well be uncomfortable and still enjoy the benefits and privilege of cis white guy status. Do I hate my body? Yes. Do I wish I could change in fundamental ways that go far beyond simple weight loss or whatever? God yes. Do I realistically have the resources to make that happen and reach a point where I think I could like my body? No.
I used to feel a very similar way before my egg broke. I thought I could just push it down and live life as a normal cis boy. I couldn't. The dysphoria eventually becomes unbearable. It can feel overwelming and hard to take the first steps, hard to make the first changes. I recommend taking things slow and starting with little things. Maybe you might not be ready for HRT but maybe try out some little social things that might make you happy, like makeup or nail polish, just something that feels gender affirming to you. You could even do these things in private. Just little things that can be first steps then take it slowly from there.
Oh God. I’ve never actually admitted any of this before, and I’m a little scared shitless right now. I seriously may delete this.
It's okay if you want to talk to me about it more privately I can do it in DMs . If you want to reach out to others in the community here are some good communities that can help:
If you want to speak in a more private place I'd recommend joining the Blahaj.zone group on Matrix, instructions on how to join that here:
https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/15256176
I also have no idea why I've admitted all of that to you, random internet stranger. Please ignore and disregard the entire metric ton of baggage I just laid at your feet
Yeah, it can be scary. That's why it's good to have safe spaces where you can be yourself and talk about these things. I sent you some links to communities that might be helpful, best part is, they're right here on lemmy.