LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves] @ LeylaLove @hexbear.net

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Someone got me, I appreciate it

Not recognizing my cash tag? That's weird

Happy for you! Know how tough being homeless is, I wish you the best of luck

I appreciate it!

I'm taking my first dose of risperidone in ??? days tonight the second I get home (they're waiting for me there) and going the fuck to sleep until I have to wake up for work tomorrow. I'm probably going to be an entirely different person tomorrow morning. But I didn't use this time being off meds, so I actually have nothing but good decisions to come back to when I'm back on the meds. This feels like the opposite of blacking out and regretting your life choices, this is the first time I've felt this way. Literally in a week off my meds I've addressed every major issue that I've been thinking about daily for the past year, and I haven't made a fucking mess of my life. I can't go off risperidone long term without ruining my life, but goddamn if I'm not happy with how this week turned out

I've come to the conclusion that the answer is both. I'll take my meds and see how I feel about my current predicament. My reasoning for coming up with this solution is completely logical, however there would be potential consequences and pitfalls that medicated Leyla needs to think about

Day ??? of schizo med withdrawal (final day, I picked them up today) Split on whether or not I'm being rational or manic right now

Holy shit have my prayers been answered? Do I finally have a way out of sober living?

Queer dating is the best

Let's see what other trouble unmedicated Leyla gets herself into this week

I mean I always wear slides to the airport, so taking those off isn't that much different from keeping them on. I wouldn't take off actual shoes though

Bump amber whataboutism

<3

I be in situations

You know, for all bad that's happened today, my day is ending off on a high note. I love queer dating

I'm out of my anti-psychotic already. I thought I had at least one more night. Let's hope I can make it to Friday, these are going to be a rough few days

I just had to do it

Bump amber whataboutism

Oh boy I'm fucked, my Medicaid ran out. Time to see how long I can continue paying for treatment for schizophrenia without insurance 🙃

Thank God, I normally charge $20 to take off my shoes, I appreciate TSA not sneaking in a free show from me