Calling any mention of Marx "tankie behavior" is fairly close to Nazi behavior, ngl. You need to grow an ounce of critical thinking from this experience, or you'll turn into a loser who hangs out with fascists instead of punks.
It's so rich to see the ADL turning on neurodivergent and queer people while still trying to hide behind us. When Netanyahu finally gets ousted by the military for destroying his own country, we cannot let them forget what they supported. These organizations can never be allowed to rebuild their credibility.
"Alpha/Beta" kinda makes sense to describe the manosphere when you consider the context of the study. If you force a bunch of unfamiliar wolves together in an abusive environment, cruel hierarchies can develop. If you live in a society that alienates, dehumanizes, and forces inhumane scarcity, people might find comfort in hierarchical power dynamics. It's not natural to desire to be an alpha, but the result of a manufactured environment.
If you were reasonable, you'd be mad about all the shitty business practices in the game industry, but instead you're probably mad about a single outfit having aesthetic changes in a mid game with hotter outfits. Literally dumber than dirt.
It won't bring comfort or pain. It won't bring anything except nothing. Getting there will probably be painful and scary; that's how it is for most people when they die. Your present will no longer exist because you were hoping for a future that one can never experience.
From then on, you'll only exist in the past of countless others who wish you could've stayed longer. They might wish for things you never would've willingly delivered, or miss you for things about you that weren't true. They will miss you for a future unrealized, looking ever forward like you once did. However, the greatest sadness will be the moments when they wished you were there.
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Needless to say, not having a girlfriend is a bad reason to not want to live. I doubt it's even your real reason. The most common reason for hating existence is hating yourself. If that's the case, you won't get better until you love you.
I've met several people who couldn't improve, no matter what they tried. I was stuck in that place for most of my life; cursing that I was born; unable to live for myself. This was all because I was the only person I truly hated. Eventually, I found that my inability to be happy was because I never loved myself. Loving myself wasn't sufficient for happiness, but it was necessary.
It was often the thing other people in the same spot needed as well. They had often obtained most of what they needed already, but that one piece was still missing. Don't need a gf to love you if you have a self that loves you 😁
You were cared for once, you can be cared for again. I wouldn't mind playing with your hair as you rest your head in my lap :3
Self hatred doesn't help you in any way. It's not more rational by simply being mean. You are not inherently bad, even if you do bad things. You can always improve, but you never will unless you let that hatred go. It's never going to be easy or pleasant all the time, but it won't be only misery either.
I thought that because I didn't have a clue that I wanted to be a girl, I couldn't be trans. Turns out I had more signs than a protest buried in my past.
I hope this trends instead of wall street bets. The rich need to be genuinely afraid. They've taken so many of our lives, so we must take theirs. Wealth cannot protect them from the end of civilization.
So is screaming dog. They're good; that's why they're unhappy about the post.