IMO läuft hier alles korrekt. Prüf doch mal ob dein Arbeitgeber so ne "Lohnaufrechnung" machen darf, das sollte irgendwo stehen. Falls die das nicht dürfen, kannst du auf den vollen Lohn beharren und musst das dann selbst zurückzahlen. Ich würde aber darauf setzen, dass die das dürfen. Ist ja auch fair.
Falls die das dürfen ist alles korrekt so. Die haben aus Versehen zu viel bezahlt, jemand hats gemerkt (hier halt durch dich). Wenn du das merkst und nichts meldest, dann machst du dich strafbar. Übrigens, früher oder später fällt sowas immer auf und glaube mir, früher ist besser als später.
Andere Option ist volle Auszahlung und dann Rückzahlung durch dich. Falls du momentan mit nur 50% Lohn im November nicht durch kommst, melde dich doch beim Personalmanagement. Vielleicht geht das auch über mehrere Monate mit 80% oder einer Rückzahlung in Raten.
Yeah, I don't think she'd accept that fact from me. It would probably sound more like self promotiom than actual advice. Sadly she's really not into counceling or therapy, no matter if professional or not.
About my habits. I actually do have a hamper, jusr not in room. I usually change clothes in the bathroom but sometimes you just get lazy. I mean I pick stuff from the floor at least once a day before I vacuum anyway. To me it's really not a big deal. Sure, tidier is tidier, and I'd love to work on that. But IMO it's not that bad (idk that statement makes it sound bad somehow).
I did actually start a series of examinations to get possible diagnoses for underlying problems in myself, especially because my girlfriend mentioned some things like half a year ago. But ever since she hasn't been happy about me "going to therapy" for stuff like that. Apparently in her mind thats not a good approach or whatever
At this point I'm really not too sure wether I should stick around much longer, but I guess intuition will play some role in that.
Not a direct statement she ever made, but she definitely mentioned she prefers being the one to say it. So I don't think she's actively trying to make me jump ship. I just think she grew up reading fairy tales and somehow doesn't wanna stop believing in "true love" or soulmates or whatever brings the point across.
True but my hopes aren't that high. From what I understood she's been like that in previous relationships.The odds that this would subside by itself just like that are probably not too high. Like I mentioned somewhere, she's also not very available for therapy or counceling.
Still, I'll see what I can and want to do.
Honestly, I don't even think she's so happy to talk about her problems with me. Like I mentioned, she doesn't really tell me when something disturbs her. She just finally opened up about it because I've been asking how she is and if she's still feeling down of whatever happened in her family. Still, I'm happy she told me, even if it turns out to be a problem with no solution.
I don't think showing her my passion to be with her will be the go to strategy for me. I'm not too good for it, I just don't think it would be healthy for myself. As it stands, I don't see a future if she can't take a compromise. Sure, I still love her. But love is not always rational and I'm not sure how long I could stay in love with someone who doesn't put the work into the relationship that I do (or think I do).
I'm with you, to the tee. As it stands, I feel like my choice/opinion only wins if she's indifferent to it. "Luckily" she's quite bad at deciding, so I don't notice it much. But in the long run this won't work out so luckily all the time.
Yeah, I don't think we're going to any counceling. Personally, I'm a huge fan of therapy for myself. As a human does, I do have issues and I prefer professionally treating them. Sadly, she's not a fan, which is surprisinf regarding she chose to study pedagogy.
Recently, two quite serious things happened in her family, so I've been thinking about the impact that could have. However, she's never been good at describing her problems with me, or tbh with anything. She never seems happy with pretty much anything, always tells me how upset something made her (external events without my involvement). I don't really see it based on her descriptions, but I assumed she just either wanted to get rid of it by ranting or she's very sensitive to such disturbances. I did talk to a friend of hers one time, and she did ask me if I also get that feeling, so I'm not alone on that. My girlfriend also talks a lot in "signals" and usually I'm not the only one to struggle understanding them. So, for all you know, I might be picking everything up super wrong.
To be more specific about her past relationship problems, she mentioned she usually broke up with them because they just didn't "fit" well. While everyone so far had small discrepancies like we have, it was mostly for the big stuff. For example, she didn't think she could have kids with them (without conversation), or she thought they're too into work (no more specifics on that one). And upon talking about, she did mention we don't have such big discrepancies so far. I did ask if she felt like we should break up anytime soon, but she said no she wants to stay, since I only have small "problems" (obv not her direct words). Her concern is more about the future. About moving in with me, for example. Based on her financial and familiar situation, this won't happen anytime soon, though. So, the situation is fine for now, she quite literally stated. It's really a long term thing from what I understand.
Essentially, I don't believe she wants out right now. It felt more like a warning that she probably won't be able to eternally stay with me due to what I said before. At this point, it's kind of my decision, I feel like. Invest in a relationship that might not be what I want in a couple of years, or break up relatively soon.
Of course it's hard to be objective here. I might be talking out of my ass,
TL;DR: We had a talk because GF said she doesn't like some behavioral stuff about me. I said tell me what it is, and maybe I can work on it. She said no, changing, even just small changes, for the partner makes no sense, better find someone more "similar". It's a bad signal for me because it implies she wouldn't take compromises either. I can't see myself being with someone who can't talk about stuff like that and take compromises.
We've been together for more than a year. I haven't noticed it myself that much during that time, but we recently had a talk. She told me that she's unsure if we really fit together long term. Topics like differing interests and behaviors of me that disturb her. I told her I didn't know she dislikes my behavior for these specific cases, but if we talk about it, we can work on that. I'm happy to adjust some stuff like cleanliness at my home (we don't live together, and it's about stray newspapers, a pair of socks on the bedroom floor and the likes, for that particular case).
I thought I proposed a good and honestly quite normal solution. Talk to each other, take compromises for my partner, accept them not being perfect. Sadly, I was wrong. She proposed that she doesn't like the idea of me adjusting my own life for her sake. She also indirectly said it could be better to date someone that doesn't need compromising to fit her "needs". Obviously she didn't pick those words, but that's what I understood.
Now, I love my girlfriend and I obviously try to make it right for her. However, her not accepting that I'd change little things about my life for her sake is kind of a bad sign for me. She was so extremely against that, it makes me think she doesn't feel like taking compromises either. In fact, it's quite obvious now, she wouldn't really take a trade-off. And I'm not here for that. While I'm mostly fine the way she is right now, I don't think it's possible to be together without compromises for any couple. I thought back into the past a bit and it's true. She doesn't really do much to find compromises with me, it's basically just me who accepts her stance on whatever it's about.
Also, who happily agrees with every quirk and decision their partner has? You'll have disagreements, and sometimes it's not about who's right or wrong. You just have to talk about it and try to find a way around it. If it's a huge disagreement and there's no viable solution, fine. There are dealbreakers. But other than that, I'm sure you can find a compromise for most stuff. At least that's how it works in my mind if you really like a person.
Right now, I'm trying to find out if I really understood her correctly, but if nothing changes, I don't really see a future here. My two close friends that know about this both asked if I'm her first relationship, but I'm not. However, it from what I heard she was like that in previous relationships as well. But can't be sure.
Has this ever happened to you? Am I the weird one? Am I unfairly only telling my side of the story?