Crowfiend @ Crowfiend @lemmy.world

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See? That right there. Pick a lane dude, are you coming or going? I'm starting to think you're just not good at anything.

I recognize your username from other threads, and based on your answers there as well, you're either really bad at trolling, or really bad at sarcasm, and not one of your posts is very convincing at pointing to either answer.

Somehow, some way, RDR2 was a finalist for Steam's 'Labor of Love' award. I was shocked.

For anyone unaware, the Labor of Love award is for games that "came out a while back, but keep getting better through updates." (ie No Man's Sky, Cyberpunk, etc)

Fucking hell, thank you. At some point I trained myself to just ignore watermarks on principle, but the reddit tag at the bottom has to be the ugliest, most obtrusive 'watermark' I've ever seen.

Imagine being mad that your car doesn't stream Netflix anymore. /s

Aptly said, by someone whose never understood why people can't "just be happy."

Links broken.

Just ignore those people. Giving them attention is exactly what they want.

"DJ" Khalid. I've heard that he's actually a very talented musician. I've never been shown proof that the claims are true.

I don't like it. It's smug aura mocks me. It's evil, Charlie!

But it certainly sees you.

Relevant

https://youtu.be/Mw7Gryt-rcc?si=gq47jf3f2T1AZz93

Lately when someone asks me if I'm okay, my response is something akin to, "I'll neve be okay again, but I'm alive so I guess I'll suffer through it."

My life has never been particularly bad, I've always had people around me that tell me they love me and care about me, but very rarely act that way. Throughout it all I've always found someone to lean on that actually shows some level of concern, but as I get older, those people have drifted away from me, physically and sentimentally.

I've never felt more alone in life than I do now, even with a person or two that might actually care, I know they have their own lives that take precedent over me, and thus I will end up alone anyway.

I can't do anything to fix it, because factually, I can't do anything right or commendable. Even when I'm doing things I've done flawlessly in the past, I find a way to screw up somehow and make my whole life worse, and my support network (what little there is) shrinks every day.

So I'm stuck in place, crying myself to sleep every night, hoping to whatever people call 'God,' that I won't wake up. Then I cry even harder because there are people and things that I care about more than myself, but which I will never be able to do anything for.

I refuse to kill myself because of my sentimental debt to them, but if I can do nothing to help or honor them, then why shouldn't I just end it all, and hope that fate treats them better than it has me? If I'm doing nothing right by being alive, what does it matter if I'm dead?

I hate the world, and generally, but not in totality, I hate people. I hate my life and I hate myself to the very absolute core of my existence. I just want all the pain to end.

... What? Did you mean to reply to a completely different post or did saying unrelated nonsense just give you a sense of pride and accomplishment?

Unfortunately for us Americans, the railway industry was privatized long ago, and they consistently lobby for things to only move in their favor.

Yeah, the ones that are saying not to carpet bomb entire regions based on overly broad statements and comparing people to zombies are the ones that need to calm down. Stay in school kid.

From NC and never knew about that carving, now I'm just disappointed in my historical community.

Probably not even his real children. I mean, if you were anyone at all, married to the man because you're functionally a mail-order-bride, and found out your new sugar daddy looked like that, wouldn't you sneak around and try to never let him leave his clothes?

Also explains why he's publicly stated he'd fuck Ivanka.

So is that actually what ADHD is like? When I was a kid (middle school or so), I got diagnosed with ADD, and I'm still not certain I know the differences between the two.

I do however, know that I've frequently discribed my train of thought as multiple trains, on multiple tracks, all swapping places and directions at seemingly random intervals. I can't ever follow just one train at at time (if any at all) to its destination.