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  • Doing something out of my comfort zone has been my baseline for the past 12 years.

    I don't believe it'll build to something tho. I've been trying to build airbrushing, 3d printing and fusion360 into something for the past 15 years...where 3d printing came in 5 years ago.

    If i managed to pull this off like 7 years ago or something along that time i might have found some success, but i feel like i need another 12 years before i reach the point of being knowledgable anough.

  • Victory lap!
  • I get it, i'm only 14 years away from it. The first 14 felt a lot longer than the last 14 up until today.

    I don't really know how to explain my reasoning, i think i'm just done and i've been done for a long time.

    From my perspective i've given all i had to give and apparently it's been the opposite of what i had to do.

    I promised the wife i wouldn't step out and that's basically why i'm around today. I like to think i'm here for her, but i basically pay the bills and help her with information on how to reach the next step on the ladder of her plans. But tbh i could give so much more if i wasn't the way i am, i'm always looking for something to silence the constant noise and it usually involves spending money on things that keep me busy while that money could be used to help her buy the things that make her progress faster.

    I've tried getting help, but i have this thing where i keep shutting down at the worst possible time and instead of pushing through the help i contacted basically pulled out and pushed me away. I gave up looking for answers.

  • Too powerful for their Euro arteries
  • Domino's still regularly has €5 pizza's on monday for pickup, at my old job during the late shift we had €17 per person to spend on food and 2 people in the shift.

    We used to order 2 family xxl with their thursday 50% off for second pizza and a regular sized cheeseburger pizza+ drinks for that €34.

    We both ate half our xxl and shared the regular size one, the remainder came home to feed our wives while the company covered the cost.

    They even paid us a pretty decent wage too, but unfortunately the head office decided to build a new automated warehouse right when covid started that ended up only doing 30% productivity and they closed us down as a result.

  • Too powerful for their Euro arteries
  • I'm on my way home from Amsterdam atm, a slice of pizza was €10.

    I skipped that and left hungry, because i'm buying two pizza's and a big bottle of coke when i get home in about an hour.

  • This will be YouTube in 2025
  • I can't be arsed to modify a gravestone with youtube logo on it, but that's what it would look like to me if they pulled that off.

    Just bye, good luck.

    I'm already surprised how people fell into the short content trap/addiction loop. That in itself was a eye opener for me to take a step back.

  • Carbon dioxide levels in the atmosphere are surging "faster than ever" to beyond anything humans ever experienced, officials say
  • What do you want from me?

    I already gave up everything, life is just work eat(if lucky i get to eat enough) sleep.

    You ate up the value of my income and keep making everything more expensive while not adjusting my wage AND telling me to work harder. Fuck no.

    You fix it, i don't have the means.

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