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Anvil_Lavigne [she/her, they/them]
Anvil_Lavigne [she/her, they/them] @ Anvil_Lavigne @hexbear.net
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  • certainly does soothe my synapses. it's just kinda like, wow, these guys were right here the entire time, huh

    you know? like accidentally rousing a nest of ants. bit of a rollercoaster, but obviously this needed to happen.

  • when i first saw the announcement, i thought it'd be hilarious if it turned into a honeypot situation

    well

    [dumbest girl alive by 100 gecs comes on]

    i was violently wrong

  • how are you asking me this after opening with what would seem to be a knee jerk defence of misogyny

  • ok, so, say I'm a vampire. wouldn't it make sense, then, for me to have a lil dream demon buddy?

    they'd be sitting in their lil jar on the shelf through the daylight hours & i'd set them free to roam the countryside come nightfall :3

  • excuse me but have you seen the modlog since this announcement went up

  • ::: spoiler t4t venting

    disclaimer : none of what i'm about to say here is directed at anybody on this site. just processing some past stuff that's

    related if anything lol. furthermore, my intention is not to dictate what is & isn't a valid way of being trans, but to relate to you a very certain kind of individual yearning.

    so it kinda hit me that the lack of leftists around me eventually got me stuck on this track of, like, expecting potential t4t contacts to at least not make me feel like an alien. boy was i ever a fool

    like, ok, how can i possibly expect the cissies in my life to understand where i'm coming from, when even the trans individuals i meet are clueless libs as a rule

    like, i identify as a transfem enby, basically, which seems to be way too complicated for most folks, trans or not. & ofc on a rational level i understand that people are gonna people. even those who mean well tend to have an extremely limited idea of gender. still, i'd be lying if i said it wasn't outright painful to keep running into siblings who were content to be reinforcing the very things that are designed to hold us down.

    i'm trans, first & foremost. all that i am beyond this is more or less directly due to the trauma of having to grow up in, navigate & survive a patriarchal society. i can not & will not forget what created me. i suppose it must have made sense to me that, finally connecting with "my own kind," it would be a common sentiment.


    :::

  • the afternoons spent w/ count von count are finally bearing fruit

  • obviously it's not the time or place to be doing this, but it's not like you're the first one

  • i'm reduced to a soggy mess on a daily basis now & it's honestly incredible. like, i just wasn't able to before & will absolutely take being a perpetual crybaby over that anyday