the thoughts are back.

Bad divorce, abusive partner. dust settled,

have a will with my daughter's starting today. had a trip planned and all, was going to take them camping.

but instead she won't let me have one of my daughters.

I'm tired of no one taking this seriously,

I also learned that she didn't report tonthe courts that I paid her alimony, now the courts want me to pay again.

The thoughts are back, ending my life is the only way I see to improve my life.

i know this will be ignored