I am suicidal. Will anyone care?

giving this and other of your posts/reactions i'm not sure what to make of it. Maybe you are, maybe you're just bored. Either way, internet isn't the answer/solution. The only thing I can advise : take a long walk in the nature to clear your head.

If you're genuinely suicidal, I am very sorry you're going through this, and I care.

But if all you're doing is trolling people and communities on Lemmy... maybe don't?

A psychologist will.

After a quick peruse through your history, I'm certain you are a bot

No one respects me