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Oh shit is that what's happened to me?
How can I undo it?
Hobbies and community.
Find something that you want to get better at and do it. A lot. Seeing yourself progress is insurmountable when it comes to getting out of the rut.
As far as community, find a local group or meet up that does something you’re into and join it. Just by interacting with others, it can get you out of your own head.
I worked a job where I had to tell people they'd lost all their data on a near-daily basis. I gradually became very clinical about it, completely without empathy. Not rude, just: "this is what happened and here's what we can do to fix it."
It took witnessing a surprising act of genuine compassion from a coworker to spark it in me again. I later thanked him and told me he'd saved me; I don't think he fully understood the magnitude of the change he inspired.
That's beautiful.
Trauma, it took years of therapy and years of recovery to get that back
Is there a name for this condition? I think I have some research to do.
It's the literal definition of clinical depression.
Oh shit.
Jesus mate, don't hit so close to home.
Ah good old dissociation, my love