It usually isn't bad, but I've been putting a lot of hours into my job, so having it to take the edge off when I get home is nice. Also it give me a, "I don't care about being angry" mentality.. which helps me just get certain chores finished.. like cleaning the entire kitchen.
It helps distract myself from the passive-aggressive attitude and "helping" around the house from certain family members.
The last time I've ran out.. the first three weeks are a drag, but it isn't that bad on comparison to other substances.
I mean serial unemployment is a fact of life for americans now so its just the repeat of the cycle. I have generally gone years between so I have been pretty lucky overall.
nothing much tbh, it's just wake up, go to work, come back home and sleep and the cycle repeats. It was the same for the entire week. weekends are different though.
btw I also learned about new language called "Toki Pona" it only has 120 words.
Not horrendously bad? I had a depressive episode and nearly made some bad choices, but looking at it objectively, everything's fine externally. Weren't any outside factors getting worse that drove me here, nothing I can't bounce back from.
I think I'm just tired the gym/work/sleep cycle every single day, but it feels like whenever I try to expand, the door gets slammed in my face.
Got custody of my niece last month, just read the entire court document and they worded it wrong so I donāt get the monthly support check. Florida has NEVER gotten it right. š¤¬ There is no dentist in two hour radius that takes Medicaid and Iāve been putting off her checkup because itās $400 locally.