What if HRT will never be effective for me, like what if there isn't any hrt that can help me. I've switched to injections which I've gotten some breast growth, my skin also cleared but after 2 years I would of expected more changes. I'm assuming I can't be helped and I should just give up. I can't get Medicaid right now as that would fuck up so many other things.
I'm gonna be honest, it just hurts. Like if I look a women I'm not pretty and never will be. Accepting that I lost is hard. Being bullied for my appearance as a kid, only to be discimated for it as an adult. I just conviened I'll never be happy
I can't afford an endo, I can really only get my levels checked which seems fine, but I feel like maybe my body can't do anything with all the estrogen in my body
I just feel like it's impossible for hrt or transting to do anything for me. And that's it all just a fanasty and I'll never look at myself and be happy. Body postivey is the same as if I never took hrt for me. Since I legit have no seen a single major change and I look awful.
it kinda is for me, I know I am on the road of what HRT can do to my face, and I still really don't like I look.