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peppersky [he/him, any] @ peppersky @hexbear.net
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  • i bit my hand again until it bled, i dont want to live this life anymore, yesterday i felt good and had fun and hope why do i feel like this again do i have bipolar disorder, why do i have to live in these soulless hopeless godawful times, i could deal with all the other shit, i cannot deal with the soulless soulsucking void that is modern capitalism, im never going to live in a community, ill never have a friendgroup, a house to live in, a girlfriend or love, once my parents are dead ill have no one to rely on and my parents are poor and i should be ashamed to rely on themm

  • Recently I've neither been able to feel any real amount of anticipation for anything, even events I know I will enjoy, nor to feel any sort of afterglow even from very joyful experiences. It's only when I'm in the moment that I can feel joy and happiness, but then I feel as joyful and happy as ever

  • Love and capitalism are diametrically opposed. There's no common ground between the two concepts. Wherever there is love there is no capitalism, and wherever there's capitalism there is no love.