Alice @ Alice @beehaw.org

Unfortunately alive. USAmerican, gay

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Could also do The New Adventures of Winnie the Pooh theme, another actually good song that reverts the crowd to sleepy five-year-olds

I have hangups about a cluttered house and neglected belongings. Kind of getting over it, but in the meantime I go for photos, as well as flat things such as postcards or prints from local artists that can fit on a scrapbook page :)

I'm pregnant and it's yours. :( What do you want me to do?

Thanks ❤️

I think it was unkind, but I also get why he lost his temper. Looking back I wasn't being rational, was doing relationship OCD stuff and being really frantic about it, too. He could've said the exact right thing and it wouldn't have helped. Been working on it, but I backslid hard.

Gonna try not to take his words to heart but they did feel pretty bad for a little while.

Isn't it more because google ignored court orders to disable a piracy app on the play store?

Not sure if +1 or -1, because technically I relate, but it's been about 15 years. Nowadays I find new feelings embarrassing and exhausting. Another thing I have to bury so people offline won't find me annoying.

+1 mentally and physically

+1 spending my youth on Tumblr made me exhausting to talk to because I started adding 1000 disclaimers to everything I say so I wouldn't be accused of random unrelated thought crimes

Plot twist: reddit is one guy and all his bots.

I feel like I should be good. I dragged myself to D&D on Thursday and then speed dating on Saturday, met a lot of people and had fun.

But as soon as both ended, I just felt hollow. I haven't texted anyone back because I don't think I can do friendships/relationships.

The day of the speed dates I got into an argument with my best friend. I guess I misunderstood something he said so my response made no sense. I thought I was spilling my heart and he just said, "what the fuck are you talking about? How the fuck was that your takeaway?"

And the fight was my fault, I fucked up. I don't think he was unfair. But I feel incoherent and annoying when we talk, and I don't think I want to make any more friends.

I dunno, it just made no sense. If people find out you're an atheist, they don't argue with facts, they argue with morals.

I'm sorry you need to believe in something with zero evidence to be a good person/find beauty in the world/be at peace with yourself/whatever, but I can just do those things anyway. I don't need to convince myself of certain facts for it.

God, same. I've tried searching how to recycle cords and everyone just says "take them to Best Buy", which is the first I heard about Best Buy being an actual brick and mortar store. I've never seen one.

I wish I lived somewhere where recycling cans were ever fivr minutes away 🥲 there's one at my job but it's always full of food

I end up keeping my recyclables in my closet for months because the schedule for the town recycling drop-off doesn't work with my work schedule, so it's, rare to make a trip down there.

I don't actually know! Her microchip says her name is Shirley, but I tried two phone numbers and a physical address and never got in touch with her previous owner. I had been workshopping names for a while but I figure she prefers that one, so she's still Shirley.

OT but what VPN do you recommend? I hear a lot of back and forth about which ones are trustworthy.

Man... This was actually the thing that pushed me to delete Twitter a while back, algorithm error was feeding people gore. I never even saw any of it, but the anxiety of trying to avoid it wasn't worth it.

The way things are going, I predict by 2026 my screen time will be down to zero hours.

"I want this"

"Source?"

My job won't stop playing this stupid pop song that has the exact same melody as Dragostea Din Tei. I think every day for the past several weeks I've been singing some nonsense combination of the two under my breath.

Let's make tonight the weekend, dar nu ma nu ma iei, I don't wanna waiiiiit

I mean, sure, it's not like I died from crying

They're dying in a lot of places. Malls still exist, but with the rise of online shopping, they're not worth putting in all the bells and whistles anymore. My local mall pretty sterile and dull. :(