Just scrolling and consuming content is very bad for body and mind. If you feel numb like this, try to find one or several forms of self-expression that works for you.
Can be drawing, dancing, singing, petting animals, programming, staring at trees, knitting, gardening, making memes, recording videos. And even better: you're permitted to do all of it badly and just enjoy yourself, no rules need to be followed.
This is me to a tee. I have a house, a family and a job.
And frankly, I don't give a shit about any of them. I wouldn't mind going to sleep and not waking up anymore.
God I hate this world.
That's rough. My family is the only thing in this world I give a shit about. I'd have killed myself years ago if it weren't for them.
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The addiction of little dopamine hits.
“Nothing.” You know: memes, scrolling, YouTube. I mean if you’ve tried all three, what else in the world can a person do?
They might have tried to do other stuff, but struggle to find the motivation. Like, you might try to pick up drawing, but all you do is to stare at a blank canvas. Maybe scribble a little bit and then you go back to bed.
There’s not even motivation for the bare minimum, like scrolling meaningless stuff.
It truly is... joever
You're getting old.
Nah. Felt like this since I was 8 or 9. Now I'm a lot better and don't struggle with my self esteem that much anymore and I haven't seriously thought about killing myself in a few months
