I can't take it anymore

Nothing lasts forever, not even suffering. You can get through whatever is going on and come out stronger and happier on the other side.

I've survived a suicide attempt and I know what rock bottom feels like. If you want to talk to someone or just vent, feel free to DM me.

I wish I never met my boyfriend so I just die without hurting anyone. I hate that I care enough to keep myself alive. I hate being loved.

Make it end

I can't

Sounds like an extremely fucked childhood.