My 8yo cat is my best friend, she has kidney disease now and I'm terrified of losing her. Idk what to do anymore.
Take care of her and try to do your best however possible in your case.
You might not be able to convey everything to her, but your cat will understand how much you appreciate her. And she will let you know how much she appreciates you.
It sucks, I hope you can somehow feel less afraid over time. If not then that's equally okay. This is shit, it is hard, it is unjust and all in all terrible. But you and your cat still have some time together, don't waste it on the negative things.
my pets are the sole reason i'm alive and now only one is still drawing breath; i can't adopt or rescue another because it hurts too much when they leave permanently so i don't think i'll be around long after this one is goes.
I'm afraid that they know and just don't care.
They know, but don't show it in ways we consider obvious.
