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Peaches - Trans Megathread from April 7th, 2025 to April 13th, 2025

Didn't have a chance to write up a detailed post, either on a fruit or the topic I was originally thinking about. I think they're neat and they taste good.

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  • More cuddles lined up for tomorrow with the cutie, gosh this part of my life makes me happy

    also personals are the shit plus they are kinda like a horny little newspaper

    ::: spoiler i am a horny lesbian God i love women. I love loving women. I love loving women as a woman. I love kissing women. I love worshipping women, being worshipped by women, being fucked by women, whipped by women, teased by women... God i love women

  • fuck reddit. i made a new account (because the current one is already permabanned) so that i can message a recently homeless trans kid in russia and it suspends it almost instantly

  • Rizz update:

    I shared some of my music with her, and she was really impressed. I gave her a few of the full files because she said she wants to work out to them.

    She's been so sweet and nice... very damn appreciative of everything I have to say. She's such a calm, gentle, and beautiful soul. I'm nervous because I really really really like her, but my rizz always has me covered...

    Things will most likely continue to go well. Sharing my music with her helped us to get a bit more into personal hobbies and stuff like that because we mostly talked about things like Palestine, communism, and veganism besides that.

  • sucks never being out at night just because i have a job. used to hang out with friends till after midnight, now i gotta be in bed by 9 so i can fuck around in a box with fluorescent lights all day

  • Going to bed before midnight for the first time in awhile and am comfortably worn out from the gym and freshly showered and took all my supplements and have comfy PJs, wish me luck on sleeping well because goddamn I've been bad at that lately

  • Hung out with a few friends from work today. Was mostly nice but def felt like the odd one out at times. Of course, I was the only... "male bodied" person in the group and only out to one of them. She was also the one who said I'd be the person out of us to sit in the passenger seat of the Uber because the driver was a man. I guess I get it since I still look like a guy, but didn't feel great though.

    I hope my HRT starts working better soon. I don't want to play act at being a girl and that's what it feels like I'd be doing if I tried to socially transition in the state I'm in.

  • ::: spoiler spoiler Still upset. Was talking with someone about diy and like- even if it is actually none of my families business they'll still probably at very least be hurt if they find out that way. They might feel like I was "going behind their back" or being "underhanded" (seriously we have to start

    cissies). And like, they're right, that is how they'll feel. I don't really have any hope of moving out in the next year either. Obviously I could start, wait a few months, and then come out and tell them what I am doing but idk. I hate it. I don't want to come out. They won't see me as my gender, its going to be so awkward, genuinely just horrible. Its not even just me at the house either. Cried. idk what to do. ::: spoiler major bad idea/cognitohazard So chat gippity released a new model semi recently with image gen- I don't understand the technical details well enough to explain them here but it sounds really neat. Anyway I obviously told it to feminize me and change a few things (just hair and glasses) and
    holy fuck I'd be so happy if I looked like that. Its not realistic, at very least it shrank my nose, but damn. What could have been... ::: spoiler dysphoria, I brief si instead of looking like that- like a woman- I look disgusting. Actually revolting. I literally have to figure/get my shit together regarding a couple self care things because that picture (the original) makes me want to kms. Imagine other people seeing me like that, imagine asking to be called a woman looking like that. ::: But I have been feeling less depressed lately, still just this type of stuff...

  • I'm writing every day now and it's helping my mental wellbeing so much.

    Got addicted to a video game for a few days earlier this week (why can I not like things normally instead of feeling like I have to spend 12 hours a day on it) and lost the habit which made me feel terrible, but now I'm back into it.

  • Honestly polish with glitter or stuff in it I think is just top coat, serves me well since I don't really need to put anything else on it but the see throughness means I gotta pair it with another color underneath.

  • It’s all been downhill for Eastern Europe ever since they went CIS in 1991. Coincidence?

  • scrolling to the end of every chapter to go to the next one and seeing the comments straight away on the bato sites feels like getting heckled.

  • I can't with this fucking weird-ass dream I had.

    Okay, so basically, in this dream, I was in a college class or something like that, and I haven't been in college for a bit. Weird.

    And what I specifically remember is that there was this classmate of mine... he was a chubbier Black guy, looked a bit nerdy, wore glasses, and had somewhat spiky hair, and his name was "Lenward." I specifically remember that people called him that because his first name is Leonard and his middle name is Edward.

    So, here's what's weird(er than that): Lenward would, out of absolutely nowhere, during lectures, just start beatboxing really well, and then he'd lay down the most fire bars imaginable, and then his desk just started levitating, and he floated around the classroom while doing it, and everyone, including the professor, was just cheering him on like, "GO, LENWARD! GO!"

    And, when I wake up, I'm like, "What the fuck was that?"

  • of the many, many problems of dating while trans, one of the least consequential but most frustrating ones is looking at your dating app profile and realizing you need to update all your pics because you look noticeably different now even though you just took those pics 3 months ago

  • looking through some recent selfies and good fucking god, they weren't kidding when they said HRT makes you look like your mom. If I wasn't so clockably trans I'd almost look like a clone of her

  • Some people seem so fucking happy to be trans and others seem miserable, I’m in the miserable camp but I want to be happy. Happy trans people, what’s your secret?? I want in, let me in

  • If you care about looking cool in front of people tell them you listen to drum n bass when they ask for your music preferences instead of just saying video game OSTs. If they ask for any recommendations look something up so you don't default to saying Bomberman or ridge racer, not talking from experience everyone knows I'm a dweeb anyway

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