A poem about the search for contradictions
A poem about the search for contradictions
Hidden treasures, buried in the sand. How do I hold them, in my hand? Who is writing these words, I don't know. Barely am I, familiar with this flow. Lying, so awake. On a search, a quest to find, my own spring, my well. The hidden corners of my mind. And as I search, shine my light into the dark. Around corners, in the dark alleys. The forgotten places, where nobody dare wander. There it is, I find, renewed awareness and perception. I smile and speak to these orphans in my mind. Starved and alone, long abandoned. "Let me help you", is what I say. After all, I have left them here for so long. I am the one that let them decay. I mourn for them. Let me help you, recover you. Bring you home, satiate your hunger, Give you a warm bed and let you rest. It is true. After all this time, I will once more care for you. Done with all this madness, shoved in closets. So conscious I now roam. These sources of self-denial and untruthfulness. The undiscovered, now discovered. Close these faucets! I will bring you home.
Seeking out contradictions in my life is having the curious effect of recovering my creativity that I've lost for years. I got spontaneous inspiration to write this, and that doesn't happen often. A good sign.