I understand how it works perfectly well. I simply don't give a shit anymore. Society forces is standards on me and I my quality of life is decided by how much richer people like me. I cannot stand living like this. If I get COVID again and die, good. If it spreads to the asshats who determine my mode of life, even better.
Unless you're also rich, the people who catch it from you won't be the ones who control your life. Plus, the lizard people who do control you are immune anyway, everyone knows this.