Anvil_Lavigne [she/her, they/them] @ Anvil_Lavigne @hexbear.net

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transfem enby here, hello. would be rad yes :3 love trans mega to bits obviously, but my identity tends to mean i feel like a bit of an outsider, even in trans circles, so i'd absolutely cherish the opportunity to bond over similar experiences.

those church of satan (read : sparkling atheist meritocracy) clowns would be so mad to be left out

no but really, do check out r/satanism sometime. they literally can't help themselves, you'll understand what i mean in no time.

heaven knows i'm miserable now by the smiths but every "i" was

piggybacking for a moment. i peruse the modlog quite a bit & have seen a depressing amount of body shaming & even ableism from prominent users. i, too, am the comfiest within the confides of the mega.

i'm a system, even if i don't present as such here. so

it's how i ended up here

wtf brain

took a quick five hour nap while partner was gone & woke up absolutely miserable for no discernable reason

ok my egg first cracked like 6 years ago & i've already been on injections for a while but this still did me in somehow

please please please let me shit my own pants

::: spoiler mental health stuff

so i guess it's gonna be another month in withdrawal mode from risperidon & things are most likely gonna get easier eventually, but i h8 h8 h8 feeling like i lost years of progress

fingies crossed

:::

heaven knows i'm constipated now

took two whole months but am finally starting to feel somewhat functional. beyond only being able to sleep 3 hours a night that is

tbh i always figured most kids were watching it out of morbid curiosity lol

my ass for sure needed a redo but i kinda figured it's due to my being a system. oddly enough, most of my alters vanished after i started injections

my sense of taste / smell definitely has changed w/ e (altho i was always a pickle fiend)