This year I‘ll be able to upgrade to 25/25Gbps and I‘m planning on using at least 20Gbps for seeding 24/7. Is any maintainer of private trackers interested in inviting me?
Of course. I hope you can find a new connection to that scene. It sounds like you're a reasonable person with a decent attitude, so you shouldn't have too much trouble with admins, I wouldn't think. Most admins I've dealt with are pretty fair, even if they're not the most... amicable, let's say.