I don't blame her, all these pronouns are ridiculous. Get a fucking life or deal with the fact most people don't care what you want to be called because we have enough of our own bullshit to deal with
I'm sorry you're having a hard time in life. For what it's worth, there are lots of people who would not be burdened and would take your pronouns seriously.
For a better day where once you're ready to share!