Disco Elysium, 5th anniversary - New General Megathread for the 14th-15th of October 2024
Disco Elysium is a 2019 role-playing video game developed and published by ZA/UM. Inspired by Infinity Engine-era games, particularly Planescape: Torment, the game was written and designed by a team led by Estonian novelist Robert Kurvitz and features an art style based on oil painting with music by the English band British Sea Power.
Disco Elysium takes place in the seaside district of a fictional city still recovering from a revolution that occurred decades prior to the game's start. Players take the role of an amnesiac detective who has been tasked with solving a murder mystery. During the investigation, he comes to recall events about his own past as well as current forces trying to affect the city. Disco Elysium was released for Windows in October 2019 and macOS in April 2020. An expanded version of the game featuring full voice acting and new content, subtitled The Final Cut, was released for consoles in 2021 alongside a free update for the PC versions.
Disco Elysium is a non-traditional role-playing game featuring very little combat. Instead, events are resolved through skill checks and dialogue trees via a system of 24 skills that represents different aspects of the protagonist, such as his perception and pain threshold. In addition, a system called the Thought Cabinet represents his other ideologies and personality traits, with players having the ability to freely support or suppress them. The game is based on a tabletop role-playing game setting that Kurvitz had previously created, later forming ZA/UM in 2016 to adapt it into a video game.
Disco Elysium has been cited as among the greatest video games ever made, with its narrative and art being praised. It won a number of awards from several publications, including Game of the Year. A television series adaptation was announced to be in development in 2020.
Gameplay
Disco Elysium is a role-playing video game that features an open world and dialogue-heavy gameplay mechanics. The game is presented in an isometric perspective in which the player character is controlled. The player takes the role of a detective, who suffers from alcohol and drug-induced amnesia, on a murder case. The player can move the detective about the current screen to interact with non-player characters (NPC) and highlighted objects or move onto other screens. Early in the game they gain a partner, Kim Kitsuragi, another detective who acts as the protagonist's voice of professionalism and who offers advice or support in certain dialogue options.
Setting
Disco Elysium takes place in the fantastic realist world of Elysium, developed by Kurvitz and his team in the years prior, which includes over six thousand years of history. The fiction has been constructed with attention to the theory of historical materialism, which posits that, even if the details were different, human history would play out in a similar way
The game takes place in the year '51 of the Current Century. Elysium is made of "isolas", masses of land and sea that are separated from each other by the Pale, an inscrutable, mist-like "connective tissue" in which the laws of reality break down. Prolonged exposure to the Pale can cause mental instability and eventually death, and traversing the Pale, which is typically done with aerostatics, is heavily regulated due to the danger
Events in the game take place in the impoverished district of Martinaise within the city of Revachol on the isola of Insulinde, the "New New World". Forty-nine years before the events of the game, a wave of communist revolutions swept multiple countries; the Suzerainty of Revachol, a monarchy that up to that point had been Elysium's pre-eminent superpower, was overthrown and replaced by a commune. Six years later, the Commune of Revachol was toppled by an invading alliance of moralist-capitalist nations called "the Coalition". Revachol was designated a Special Administrative Region and remains firmly under Coalition control decades later. One of the few governmental responsibilities that the Coalition concedes to the people of Revachol is policing, which is carried out by the Revachol Citizens Militia (RCM), a voluntary citizens' brigade turned semi-professional police force.
Development
Disco Elysium was developed by ZA/UM, a company founded in 2016 by Estonian novelist Robert Kurvitz, who served as the game's lead writer and designer. Kurvitz since 2001 had been part of a band called Ultramelanhool, and in 2005, while in Tallinn, Estonia, with the group struggling for finances, conceived of a fictional world during a drunken evening while listening to Tiësto's "Adagio for Strings". Feeling they had a solid idea, the group created a collective of artists and musicians, which included oil painter Aleksander Rostov, to expand upon the work of that night and developed a tabletop RPG based on Dungeons & Dragons on this steampunk-like concept
Kender suggested to Kurvitz that instead of pursuing a novel, that he try capturing his world as a video game as to draw a larger interest. Kurvitz had no experience in video games before, but once he had seen artwork of the game's setting of Revachol as easily fitting into an isometric format, as well as Rostov's agreement that they might as well continue taking the risk of failing on a video game together, Kurvitz proceeded with the idea.
The game was announced as an upcoming 2017 game under the title No Truce With the Furies, taken from the poem "Reflections" by R.S. Thomas and published in Thomas' No Truce with the Furies in 1995
Kurvitz established the ZA/UM team to create the game, using the name "za um", a reference to the Zaum constructed language created by Russian avant-garde poets in the early 1900s. Its name can be read in Russian as a shortcut for "vzyatsya za um" idiom, which is similar to the English idea of bootstrapping. The use of all-capitals and the slash symbol is to present the team as "something that definitely exists and weighs eight tonnes".
Work on the game started around 2016, with the local team living in a squat in a former gallery in Tallinn. They were able to secure venture capital into the game during that first year which allowed Kurvitz to seek out the English band Sea Power for their music for the game's soundtrack. While in Birmingham to speak to the band, Kurvitz realised England was a better location for the main development team as there were more local resources for both development and for voice-overs.
As originally planned, the game was to focus on action in a single city location to make the 2017 release. However, as ZA/UM had indicated to investors that this was to be a game that spanned a larger world, they found the need to spread beyond that single location, forcing them to delay the game's release, along with the name change to Disco Elysium. This title plays on a few double meanings related to the word "disco"; in one sense, it refers to ideas that briefly gain the spotlight before burning out similar to the fad of disco music, and reflected in the protagonist's clothing style, while in a more literal sense, "disco" is Latin for "I learn", thus reflecting on the protagonist's overcoming his amnesia to learn about the world of Elysium. Kurvitz had always anticipated the No Truce title to be more of a working title and wanted to reserve it for when they had bundled Disco Elysium with a second planned game
Design, voices, and influences
The game's art, drawn mostly in a painterly style, was led by Aleksander Rostov, while the game's soundtrack was written by the English band British Sea Power. The original release also had voice-acting by Dasha Nekrasova of the cultural commentary podcast Red Scare and four of the hosts from the political satire podcast Chapo Trap House; these would later be replaced in The Final Cut.
ZA/UM cited several works that influenced the writing and style of Disco Elysium. One major influence is the 1999 video game Planescape: Torment, which, like Disco Elysium, features an amnesiac player character, heavily emphasises dialogue, and is rendered isometrically. The television show The Wire was also used as an influence for the game's working class setting, while Émile Zola's writings shared stories on the misery of human life that narrative writer Helen Hindpere said she felt resonated within the game. Other works that influenced Disco Elysium included the video game Kentucky Route Zero; television shows True Detective and The Shield; the literary works of Dashiell Hammett, China Miéville, and the Strugatsky brothers; and artists Rembrandt, Ilya Repin, Jenny Saville, Alex Kanevsky, and Wassily Kandinsky. The creators have also said that their work owes a lot to the Estonian urbanist poet Arvi Siig. Kurvitz said while accepting the Estonian President's Young Cultural Figure annual award for 2020 "Without his modernism, Elysium – the world the game is placed in – would not be half of what it is." He also said Siig's vision of an international, radical and humanist Estonian culture lives on in Disco Elysium.
Kurvitz said that an aim was to have a full, complex depth of choices and outcomes, limited by the practicalities of game development. Knowing they could not realistically cover all possible choices, Kurvitz and his team instead focused more on what he called "microreactivity", small acts and decisions the player may make such as an embarrassing comment, and how that may propagate throughout events. The dialogue of the player's various skills helped then to provide critique and internalisation of how these small decisions had larger effects on the game world, so that the player would become more aware of such choices in the future. An additional factor in writing was the recognition that there was no real solution to the game; while the player may resolve some portions of the story, the primary case is nearly unworkable, similar to the rest of Revachol. They created the companion Kim as a no-nonsense character to help keep the player on track of resolving some part of the game and recognising that there were some story threads they simply could not fix or resolve.
I LOVE TALKING ABOUT WORLD EVENTS WITH NEOLIBERALS
"i bought stock in northrop grumman at the beginning of the war and that's paid off massively :)"
he said this while giggling about how uncouth and naughty he was being. he's 23 and well informed and non-white. i'm going to [FEDPOST REDACTED] every single person at this fucking job. soulless freaks.
No current struggle session discussion here on the new general megathread, i will ban you from the comm and remove your comment, have a good day/night :meow-coffee:
If you don't want to bleed money to a landlord, you will instead have to pay a bank tens of thousands of dollars to be able to a afford a home. what an awful system. i feel like we don't talk about how evil banks are enough, they're just as much disgusting leeches as landlords are.
there's a moment I often think of from the 2020 Portland protests. mayor ted is walking through the streets, looking at the results of what is at this point months of protests. he's in an interview, making pithy comments, empty platitudes, you know how it goes. then a guy runs up in front of him and dumps overflowing bags full of tear gas cannisters and rubber bullets at his feet, evidence of the police brutality he's let run wild on his constituents. ted, of course, ends whatever interview he's doing and runs away, like a coward.
I often think about this when I'm arguing with libs in the torment nexus (Lemmy). thinking that, maybe I should stop trying to reason with them, and instead show them the results of the policy they support. the broken bodies, the charred remains, the indistinguishable piles of viscera. body parts stuffed into plastic bags and weighed out, as that's the only way to give a semblance of a proper burial, 70kg for an adult, 20kg for a child. would it make a difference? probably not, almost assuredly not. I don't know anymore. I am surrounded by heartless monsters who only care about their own comfort.
I tend to fall asleep to an audiobook and saw thar the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy ad read by Douglas Adam's was on YouTube. Got a bit in and gotta say, I kinda hate it now. It's such fucking Ricky Gervais core and hearing it read by Douglas Adams who kinda sounds Ike Russell Brand doesn't help. I think my tolerance for smug British people who do 'clevah, huoomah dar makes ya tink roifht?!' Has been absolutely annihilated. I hope I still like monty python. So my question is, British people: why are you such smug pieces of shit and why does your humor tend to reek of self satisfaction when it's not Benny Hill? How about you all get on old times naval ships and die of scurvy?
The humor skills you can gain as a coping mechanism from being unattractive are powerful, but if you ever acknowledge that's how you got them you're instantly no longer funny
Reddit has become so fucking joyless. No jokes. No Puns. No off topic comments. All posts pust follow APA formatting. If your account is less than 90 days old you can't post. YOu didn't flare your post. You didn't use the correct title format. No personal annecdotes.
Every sub I find interesting is so locked down, so full of weird rules and bizarre interpretations of those rules. There's nothing organic left of it, it's just minefields of arbitrary mod rulings.
its incredible the way disco elysium wormed its way into my brain and has since laid many generations of eggs and worms that have in turn laid more eggs and also begun to cannibalize the other generations of eggs creating a tapestry of worms and sinew sewn together in a seamless and beautiful putty
I'm being abused and so is my ex-fiancee by their current. But if I don't just put up with it, let alone call out the abuse and manipulation, then Basil and will be homeless in Chicago winter, which is basically a death sentence. Guess I'll just cry into my pillow (My room mate gets mad at hearing me cry and tells at me if it's audible)
torrented the new silent hill 2 onto my linux machine... living in the future 😎 sadly my 1080ti is barely above the minimum requirements lol, hard to believe we're at that stage. still get a pretty stable 60 with the settings down and i can still have high textures cause of beefy VRAM pool.
i was really pissed about the (sadly, predictable) lack of FOV slider too. it's an unreal game so i figured someone would have made a trainer to change it like with the RE4 remake. even figured out how to get that working on linux with only mild hassle! who needs windows
A friend of mine got into DE and got the hotel to waive most of his bill in the very first conversation. Everytime I see someone play it I see something new.
Someone at judo said I have become easier to throw. It's not the "omg have you lost weight?" I was hoping for, but it does mark the first time someone else has noticed my weight loss. That's a W
mental health stuff that I feel the need to write about cw: suicide
I didn't think it was possible to feel worse than when I tried to kill myself four years ago. But somehow, someway, I legitimately feel worse than during that moment in the past. And worse still, is this has not been a one time thing either, but something that been boiling over. Like when my mom died last year. And more so lately when my dog died last month. And it just feels like im suffocating, only to remember I need to breath. Other time it just feels like.. a part of me attacking myself, where it feels like my own mind is against me.
And all I can do is just, either let these moments pass, or just, try to take a breath and try to like ground myself. And just get through the night, and just get through things. Either that, or actively play into it all, and just not bothering to care for myself much anymore at times until I snap out of it.
How does anyone even deal with this. I know some of this is stemming from lack of sleep to, but not always. It persist, it lingers. Someway or another.
Just found out that my favorite hip hop artist Ka, easily one of the best to ever do it, passed away unexpectedly yesterday. He was only in his 50s. Devastating. Dude was a complete legend. Made records in his spare time as a NYC firefighter, perhaps the great writer to ever put his pen to hip hop. A total inspiration for me, somebody who made incredible art not for profit but because he loved it, still holding down a day job and just grinding out some of the greatest records I've ever heard. Seriously, check out some of these bars, his wordplay and rhyme schemes(s) was absolutely insane.
Cops got us under microscopes to make sure we see cells / Know my first vitamin was iron, but I just wanted to beat 12 / Didn't dwell by the sea shore, but was sure to see shells
Learned many lessons from women, the biggest was forgiveness / Impossibly generosity taught me giving is a privilege / Thought for respect had to be the villain of the village / ‘Cause the only ones chillin’ was the ones willing to pillage / Armed for strong-arm and too impatient to plan a heist / And how you handle fights determine if you man or mice
Inherited a ready-made plight / Was too heavy, not many made light / Come from regal people, fell from great height / To track back to royal, had to break night
i went up to the poker dealer at the casino and showed him my many jokers and did the calcuator math to inform him that the casino actually owes me 17,854.7 times as many chips as they had given me for my winning hand and instead they just kicked me out saying that a flush house is not a real hand??? wtf???
I think I may be cooked dreamt I was arm wrestling a girl, things were going well then her friend joined to help her win. Even that wasn't so bad but then I realized I was hold two girls hands and I hard and woke up with my heart pounding
I'm at a loss as to what is happening in this thread. Aren't we talking about the excellent game Disco Elysium and the fantastic world Revechol that it inhabits?
There's a lot you could say about this tone-deaf attempted appeal to Black USians, such as attempting to frame Kamala's coziness with the cryptocurrency industry as something that benefits normal people. But is she trying to soft-launch weed legalization by burying it as the fifth bullet point? It makes sense the campaign would turn to that out of desperation, it's not on her policy page and this is the first I'm hearing of it
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I made some chicken marsala and some cinnamon chipotle pork loin for the underappreciative college kids
also idk if you're supposed to use fried chicken for chicken marsala but that's what I did because changing the fryer oil is easier than cleaning the flat top grill, don't @ me italianos
Rotting my FUCKING BRAIN listening to Hasan prodding Asmongold into circling around the giant tumor labeled RACISM in his brain. I am so sick of the word "culture" being a convenient way to just be racist without saying "people"
I don't even think Asmongold in the long run is a particularly ideologically firm racist like a Nazi or something, it's just such a bitter thing to witness, like how are you supposed to extricate this fucking mental cyst when it's been in there since he was a child after 9/11, growing veins into the rest of his mind?
I'm working on a theory, that the rise of livestreaming and the erosion of rights, or at least sympathy, for the disabled are connected. You can decide what kind of -posting this is, but the disabled have historically been shunned to venues of less-than-repute entertainment to make a living. Carnival workers, 'freak show' members, etc. And live streaming is just the next venue to pop off. As more disabled people, who are unable to work a regular job, give streaming a chance (www.twitch.tv/myelint tomorrow at 1 p.m. est) the expectation that the disabled will be able to make a good amount of money just playing video games is reinforced in society and the idea that we may need assistance, especially financial, becomes less accepted.
But even for the successful, it's just like working those older jobs. There is no advancement in the field of streaming, just as there was no advancement for working at a carnival. Even worse, creators on streaming platforms are not given the same workers' protections as a regular job, beholden to the 'gig economy' style of employment where you can have your job snatched out from under you and you get no attempt to bargain your own pay. Then there is the fact that you have to be constantly performing and hope you don't lose your audience.
In the month of October, Trump has drilled down on his campaign message to round up and kill liberals while Kamala has been forgiving Israel for the most heinous crimes to occur with in my lifetime. Trump gained 5 points in polling amongst suburban white women in that time. Truly scared of the bloodlust amongst most Americans.
I learned my gf’s last name from hotel staff calling her “Obana san” this morning, stifling a giggle and not just saying “Obama” over and over was quite the herculean feat
The Social democrat candidate running for governor's wife had a brain hemorrhage and now all the other parties are racing to take the ads calling him a communist who's in Maduro's pocket off the air, because they're in poor taste.
I hate my boss, he's a lazy sack of shit who pays no attention to anything, even his own words
We have a customer who, for insurance reasons, wants us to share information about the system we built for them with one of our competitors for review. Quite possibly bullshit, because they are a fishy customer. My boss said we wouldn't share anything about a system with a competitor until the customer completes the payments they owe us (Statement of Interest 1, for future reference), and I said "that's reasonable". I communicated this to the customer. They whined and said it's necessary and it's really not that much info, blah blah.
I spoke to the customer's lender that financed the system. They said it'll take a week or two, but they're processing the final payments. It's out of the customer's hands. Cool! I communicate this to my boss, who says to go ahead and share the system info with our competitors (Statement of Interest 2). I do so.
A week and a half later, the customer emails to say the thing I set up with the competitor hasn't come through yet. Ok, I tell them, I'll look into it. My boss is copied on the email, and he responds to me (and copies multiple coworkers who have literally nothing to do with this) by exactly reiterating Statement of Interest 1! This is in exact contradiction to Statement of Interest 2. Did he forget the Statement of Interest 2, because he often works drunk? Or did he never pay attention to that conversation in the first place, because he has no respect for any of his employees?
When I respond by reminding him about Statement of Interest 2, he does the exact same thing he always: he goes silent. No response, no acknowledgement. He does shit like this CONSTANTLY.
Venting about my dad, but I really wish he would turn on the heater already. It is getting cold, and it gets really cold in his house again, like below 50f at times. Right now its at like 52f. But I can't sleep right now because it's too cold. And my feet really hurt and I'm sick of this. Last year he was doing similar stuff. And if it not that, it also like this year where when it got too hot during summer, he wouldn't open any windows or have any fans going. I'm tired of fighting over temperature.
I love how I can get a permanent ban from reddit for something like:
There was an /r/jewish thread with some shithead crying about a nurse at their hospital wearing a kaffiyeh. Like so affronted it was like Mr Hamas himself was attacking them
Some shithead was all "wear a kippuh that says FUCK MUSLIMS on it" and Im all "wow it is Really Telling that y'all equate the presence of a Palestinian with "fuck jews""
Comment gets deleted, I message the mods "cry harder and support more genocide, nerds"
DEI chin has been the best thing gamer chuds have come up with in a bit. I'm always pointing out DEI elbows and kneecaps and ankles on video game characters now. My favorite is DEI ass where, depending on the gamer chud, the ass is either too big or hank hill ass.
Realized recently that as a result of growing up in an abusive and generally dysfunctional adoptive family I have a huge issue with people pleasing irl.
I've gotten like maybe 5% better recently and now almost everyone is mad at me :(
i redeemed myself tonight for a culinary failure a few weeks ago. I was making tofu piccata (idk what that is but the recipe I'm given is basically tofu dredged in flour, fried, then slathered with a lemony margarine based sauce filled with capers
it's p. good imo if you like tofu but I don't think I like tofu
anyway I fucked it the fuck up last time because I FOLLOWED THE RECIPE like a BIG DUMB IDIOT and when it said like 9 cups of vegetable stock and like 6 cups of lemon juice I was like AIGHT, BET
it was soooo fucking acidic that like, at least I'm pretty sure the acidity is why, I couldn't use corn starch to thicken it, it just made starch foam at the top. It was this nasty runny lemon ass shit
anyway I made it again tonight with like A CUP of lemon juice and it was more like a good buttery lemon sauce rather than an assault on your senses
and yes I WOULD have arrayed them in shingles or something but the breading sticks to itself and gets ripped off and I was expecting to feed maybe like 5 people with this tonight so I just did it like this
Guy who thinks that the electoral college and the senate being structures that give the rural states disproportionate representation is based actually because of Maoism. The countryside surrounds the city, etc etc.
out the other day with a Palestinian flag and an aged boomer asked me "what flag is that, French?" Americans are irredeemably ignorant and some day they will all pay the price for their smug self-satisfaction
I have to write a paragraph for a memorable experience in my life for school, but pretty much all memorable experiences that have changed my life are related to my anxiety and depression and I don't want to write about that
I know age doesn't equal maturity but at the same time I'm like how the fuck haven't you grown out of this behavior yet
(I know it's because most bad habits are things you have to consciously decide to change and not just wait for them to go away with time but God come on )
@the_itsb@hexbear.net idts i think maybe just has limited capacity rn and it's kind of random whether they get back to people. i'm in a pretty big city so there's probably more bodies to handle intake and stuff than in other regions.
@GalaxyBrain@hexbear.net i think you're right re: the process, they probably just start everyone off small as part of a gradual onboarding, i just gotta squash the self conscious voice in my head. if i were them i'd def want to vet people to make sure they aren't feds too.
half.earth is an interesting simulation, really gets you thinking
but it's funny how there's not much really written for succeeding. I managed to get biodiversity up, warming to under 1C, and a curbstomping coalition of eco-fannonist-femminist-animal~lib-utopians to pass all the cool and good policies. At the end I was spending points on space stuff cus there was nothing else to do, and yet I got a generic "didn't do enough" killscreen after dying in office to old age.
I'm half way through the book and it's really good. Given me a lot to think about.
I’m starting to call people out when they bring up ai horseshit irl and not so kindly.
But tbh, it’s too late. You can keep telling me (as my friends have) that the average person isn’t a fan, but that means jack shit when the average person uncritically consumes whatever new treat machine is marketed to hell and back by Silicon Valley ghouls, including AI.
Feel really fortunate that I only got around to play Disco Elysium only until after the Final Cut was released. I am sure at this point that the experience will remain unmatched.
I’m mostly writing this down because I feel like this is the sort of day that without nuance would go down in my records as a big fat L.
They arrived a bit later than usual, with messy wet hair, indicating a shitty night/morning, with the mood to match.
They were busy most of the time with a project that is really draining them. We ran across each other at times and exchanged pleasantries but they seemed to either (1) actively avoid me because they find me annoying, or (2) actively avoid wasting time by hanging out with me (see my book episode from a couple days ago for why this isn’t a totally unreasonable assumption).
What’s worse is, this is the first day in a while where we haven’t accompanied each other home. The reason might be that they want to avoid me, but could just as well be that they couldn’t find me when they left because I was stuck in the bathroom talking a huge dump, and they don’t get along with the few other people who were still there.
If they really wanted to avoid me out of dislike, they could have answered a short and curt “fine” and walked away to my “how’s it going”, but in reality they answered in some detail what they had been doing (and kind of implicitly asked for encouragement).
EDIT: Two responses from admins who dishonestly reframed the events of my ban and apparently refuse to explain it. Apparently “long time users” get different treatment.
EDIT2: The reason was finally given that “Have you stopped beating your wife?” in response to someone trying to put words in your mouth and ask loaded questions is a banworthy set of words. Incredible I know.
I would like explanation for the thinking that led to me being recently banned and branded a racist.
I was randomly attacked by a bad faith troll who later let slip that she was bearing a grudge based on some other encounter from 8 months ago. The attack consisted of an attempt to paint me as a racist for this simple and honest reading error.
I am a principled Marxist Leninist, active in real life and any reading of my contributions will support this and refute this slur on my character.
I can, at most, stretch to forgiving the ridiculous idea that I was the one being “toxic” here, and not simply holding up a mirror to the toxicity of the troll who attacked me for an innocent mistake, fantasised about me doing hypothetical racist things, asked me loaded questions and tried to put words in my mouth to fool credulous onlookers.
What I cannot ever accept is the allegation that I somehow engaged in “racism” anywhere in this interchange or in any of my other comments in the years I’ve participated on here. I deserve an explanation as to what you think you saw as racist in any of my comments.
I expect a complete apology, a clearing of my name and censure against my attacker and abuser. Those involved shamed themselves with their actions. You have an opportunity to make amends and undo that injustice you’ve inflicted.
I run a large ML forum with weekly views of tens of thousands and I recognise exactly the temptations you’ve allowed yourselves to succumb to of abusing your power for a false sense of righteousness based on petty bullying and unfair treatment. I know that I’m not the only one who’s been a victim of this on lemmygrad.
The contributors to this forum deserve better moderation and better judgement from the admins in general. The current process of banning people without right of reply is abusive and dishonourable. That can be a separate discussion.
Lemmygrad has the best posters, it's like a museum for meme posts
Also we were watching bobs burgers with my mostly older family and it was the episode where they’re in the landlords cabin, they get in a funicular in the house that has two “floors” labeled top or bottom. Bob asks “top or bottom?” And gene says “that’s the age old question!” And only me and my crypto (closeted, but he is also unfortunately a tech bro) gay cousin laughed
(cw) oh, that's transphobia... that's blatant, unambiguous and egregious transphobia in YuYu Hakusho...
instance of a character being explicitly trans, look-you-in-the-eye–I-am-a-woman–I-used-to-be-a-man trans, and still having transphobia leveled at them. togashi-sensei, kinda disappointed, at the very least
I try so hard to make things easy and smooth for people but then they just cannot read and retain the information that would make their and my day easier. Whyyyyy
looking at houses bc my partner would rather roll the dice on permanent neighbors (hope they're not loud ever!) and never hear an adjoining apartment again at the low low cost of paying off 250k for the next 30 years and ANYWAY
everybody has fucking electric stoves, everywhere, not a single fucking gas stove to be found, what is this, I don't want to pay 1/4 of my life span for housing and have to cook with an inferior cook top
the best so far has been houses with gas heating where I guess I could convert shit
Want to vent about my job so it's once again time for...
The Adventures of an Amazon Delivery Driver! In Today's Episode: I Get A Raise! Some Illegal Bullshit Happens to Me. Maybe We Should Unionize?
Today at loadout, the warehouse was running slow so I was standing around with some coworkers waiting for my cargo for the day. It came up that we recently got a raise (1.50 an hour, working out to about 7.6%) and I made sure to tell them it was thanks to another DSP successfully getting a card check and the NLRB deciding that Amazon is a joint employer.
So I go out on my route and the van is packed way too fucking tight. I don't have shelf space to sort envelopes until well into the day and I'm having to unload a dozen heavy boxes to get to the one I need. This extra time not being accounted for in the algorithm in the app that's functionally my boss, I fall pretty far behind the pace they apparently think I should be working. By the time I go to take my 6pm break, I just finished my 100th stop (3 separate houses), which on a fast day I hit at 5pm. I drive to the closest public bathroom and start my break timer. Halfway in, I get a text from another driver looking to rescue me. I text back saying I'm on my break for another 7 minutes.
Almost immediately I get a text from my dispatcher. *Return to your route. You are behind. You took a 55 minute lunch today. *Missed phone call. I wait for the timer to finish on my break and return the call.
"You took a 55 minute lunch today"
No, I took a 30 minute lunch today. I know because there's a timer in front of me the whole time.
"Your last stop was at T-0 and your next stop was at T+55"
Okay...?
"That's 55 minutes"
Yeah but that's not the duration of my lunch break...
"You need to clock out before you start driving to wherever you want to take your break"
That's a hard no. It doesn't work that way.
"Oh yes it does. I'm going to have to tell [DSP Owner/manager] about this"
Yeah, fine. Go ahead and tell them.
And then I was anxious as shit for the rest of the day.
At the end of my shift I ended up running into some of the other drivers and I told them about it. We swapped complaints about how we're treated. One said they've been doing a lot of illegal stuff and that drivers have been walking off the job. Another talked about how we should be getting an hour for lunch. We should.
This is how it happens, isn't it? The beginning of organizing? Getting that raise didn't seem to dull any of our frustrations or antipathy. I'm the opposite of an outgoing person but I've been here for almost a year and people know me well enough for another one of the 'supervisor' types said he was gonna go to bat for me over the issues today. Maybe I'll be able to update you all on this thread in the future.
Okay this is making me feel crazy but Bobobobobo existed as an anime right??? It wasn't a fever dream? It was a weird anime about nose hair Kung fu or something??
Dungeon rodent sees you are magic user, chases you, follows you into building, barricades door, sealing you in with him because your strength is too low to move the objects, drinks five elixirs to buff up, mana burns you and steals all your items, spawns an army of bandits using his Mythical Bandit-Summoning Flute+2, installs spyware on your system, and then juggles you in the corner in an infinite combo, softlocking you
day 2/2 of people-heavy festivities here, tbh i think i'm starting to enjoy being around people a bit? it's nice when i dont have to leave the house i guess, lol. send prayers, though, i probably have to learn a new board game
Am really sorry if I reminded you, giving you cravings :(
Worry a lot about doing that to people whenever I talk about substances, even when using for intended purposes, tbh, even sometimes personally I will get cravings for stuff seeing people talk about it :(
Would also like to remind you it's really not worth, especially cuz of the after-effects and the way how much it compels you to redose is not reflected in how good it actually feels lol
"""nice""" thing about Vyvance from this perspective is that it's impossible to snort, has to be converted to dextroamphetamine in the body via some complicated metabolic process that a nasal ROA won't make happen
Okay so I wasn't aware that the southern parts of Canada were becoming Singapore in climate terms, but this summer was 80%-100% humidity like every single day. Our goofy humidex was over 40 routinely.
As a result I guess, I witnessed something I've never once seen before, which is that most exposed metal in the house "tarnished" or oxidised. It's most obvious in crackly headphone connectors, but everything from belt buckles to charger heads is very oxidised now. My stupid old amp with sliders on it is having a hell of a time, which sucks. I guess I need multiple dehumidifiers now???
If people are itching for more Disco Elysium may I recommend Lovely Lady RPG?
Really been enjoying this one. DE inspired, but very much its own work, with its own style, thematic concerns and perspective. Also much more trans, gay and horny than DE (in a good way)
i'm still curious about the book canon plans that went unpublished. I'd heard what was supposed to have been the third book (Book 2, seeing as Sacred and Terrible was Book 0) became Disco Elysium, but i'm not able to corroborate that.
If I ever end up touring the Baltics, I think seeing Estonia with my own eyes could be nice.
Having an especially clowny version of Entry of the Gladiators playing in the background while reading posts on here about lib and chud buffoonery, and with a makes for one hell of an experience, I can tell you that.
I've been watching some episodes of the old '90s Batman and Superman animated series, and I'd like to specifically recommend the Superman episode The Late Mr. Kent.
Enticing Spoiler
It ends with a cop being executed in a fucking gas chamber
Joined a small org which isnt going well. Main guy is a boomer stuck technologically in the 70s with bad organizing strategy, and he
transphobia
Constantly misgenders me at every opportunity. He got my pronouns right once then immediately "corrected" himself to misgender me
Its rough. Org wasn't even ideologically lined with me, they were closer to radlibs than ML. Maybe that's part of the problem. Guess I join a different one
I ended up deleting the post I was complaining about work the other day, but today we got the news that was inevitably going to come through. The project that we, team leads, were helping with in a completely different department, is now seemingly going to be left to us. This was something that started as us just lending a hand and offering our field expertise. Slowly the old team that was on this project was moved to different departments or laid off. The only person left, who was the lead for this project, had barely been working on this project because there was a new project with another company that they wanted him to work on. Now he's leaving. Is there a pay increase coming to us for taking over this project? I think we all know the answer
I fucking hate how these corporations always end up doing the same shit for infinite growth. Layoff workers who are earning "too much" and dump their work off on people who get paid less. One of the things that lead to my departure from my other company was that I was already handling multiple roles and was basically a manager. I went into a manager/keyholder position for a few month and got a measly one dollar raise for it. When I decided I was fed up with it and with my old department having trouble after I left I went back to my old position. My manager let me know that the company wanted her to lower my hourly pay back to what it had been before... they wanted one fucking dollar back! Now I'm seeing the same thing happening here. Yeah, I get paid better than I was before, I was only a few dollars above minimum pay before, but with the amount of BS I'm having to deal with I just don't fucking care enough for this latest development.
i love downloading textbooks for free and i can't stop doing it. i'm scared libgen will be gone one day so i've compulsively saved ~4000 textbooks lol. gonna go do some more
I have seen Joker 2 and I liked it a lot. Just a fun, hilarious movie.
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I saw some people say that the movie was misogynistic. Now, I'm not necessarily the best judge of what is and isn't misogynistic, but it's my feeling right now that the movie isn't. Sure, Arthur's mom wasn't good to him, covering for his abuser when he was a child. And in this movie Lady Gaga's Lee is a real piece of shit. But the movie doesn't blame them for what Arthur did. In fact the movie ends with him dropping the Joker persona and taking responsibility for what he did.
what good channels do you all watch on youtube? my recommended feed is barren now. im open to anything EXCEPT theory/overtly leftist stuff, bc I don't get my politics from videos
Tbh it's something I'm always doing ambiently like when certain words just feel gross to me so I smash together description of a concept into a compound word or even just when the alternative of describing something in a sentence feels too verbose
Like earlier in this post when I said "hammer-wall-smashing work", I just called it that cuz I don't know what he was doing exactly and writing a whole string of words to describe that felt too wordy when I could just combine a literal description of my knowledge about it into that weird word-phrase
I feel like I have a lot of weird language quirks and it's like... I am a native monolingual English speaker (disgusting, I know) but I also don't like a lot of aspects about English, especially formal "correct" English, so I just kinda do my own thing idk. Fucking love abusing comma joining as you can tell lol. Also just dropping articles and pronouns whenever I feel like it
Idk maybe it's just painful to read from perspective of anyone else lol
If anyone is interested in playing a Halloween-themed Delta Green One-shot I have one spot available https://hexbear.net/post/3667072 for a 16:00 CET / 9:00am EST game. Let me know if you are interested, in that or another day/time.
lmao navigating the relationship drama of those around me is exhausting. not even anyone's fault so i can't find toxic relief through blame lol. on top of all that, best case scenario i will be significantly more alone-er in the near-ish future. it will be a curse and a blessing, i like having (unproblematic) people around to analyze media and stuff with, to compare experiences etc., but i all too often find the expectations of dialogue to be an interruption of some obscure thought i'm trying to process. maybe more space and time and isolation-induced unhinged-ness will make me manic enough to accomplish something. worst case scenario it doesn't work out for them and they relapse into alcoholism with a risk of self-harm or worse. i'm pretty terrified of the last person i talk to regularly being gone but i obviously want them to be happy. i know i'm going to be less upset than i expect and that will only bother me more, like dead family members or childhood friends that are completely forgotten until you have a weirdly emotional dream about them like once or twice a year that makes you question some of your past choices and priorities but otherwise change nothing about your current life other than a vague sense of existentialist ennui for a few days. i need to sleep now.
...you know, i've read earnest reviews and i don't doubt that the game is a brilliant work of art, but i abhor the fetishisation of police procedurals and just can't bring myself to support the genre...
did not expect yyh wind-down to just flat-out say "yeah all that spirit cop shit we had you do was systemic racism we're not doing that anymore it sucks"
Saw Leningrad Cowboys Go America, and hinestly very good goofy comedy. Kaurismaki's movies are typically very bleak (and mildly hopeful), but despite that tend to be very funny so it's nice to see him do a straight comedy
Shoutout to Ramses for speaking against US imperialism so firmly. His biggest flaw is being against condoms, but now libs are using this as a gotcha that Ramses is fake and manipulative. They're clutching pearls to him firmly saying the marriage will not work if she re-enlist but he's right so they're mad for nothing. Luckily, I've seen some good takes too agreeing with his stance. Great to see a firm anti military stance from a Netflix show.
He should really figure out birth control though instead of expecting his partner to do it all.
I've been trying to get one driver to a Linux box I'm building for 6 hours. idk how to use github. I'm trying to understand what personal tokens are and how I use it to clone some file or repo or something.
"It's the year of teh Linux desktop!" unless you try to use the specific cheap NIC that I have. : |
Babysitting the dead Favourite Son's Surrogate my Mother's dog, again, for a week.
He can't be left alone for more than a few hours—even during the night!—or he starts screeching like somebody is kicking him. And Heaven forbid I don't bake some sweet potato fries nightly to give him a couple as a bed time snack.
I wish my mother loved me as much as she loves this fucking dog.
With #1, I suggested making new not-quite-hanging-out-plans, and they want to postpone it for a vague couple of weeks since they’re very busy. Understandable but frustrating.
So in my solitude I made plans with #2 instead, also in a vague couple of weeks.
First of all, it would be really funny if I accidentally planned to meet them both on the same day, and got to reap my own rotten seeds in the worst possible way.
Second of all, it’s kind of a warning signal that my immediate backup plan was #2. Well, since I gave them those names here, it’s obvious in hindsight, but indeed, my brain wires are quite crossed. In my defense, I was planning on talking to both of them, I just wanted to talk to #1 first to ensure maximum schedule flexibility, and then make plans with #2. Me and #2 made a deal to strictly be friends, and I don’t want to waste a great friend opportunity with them.
And then we have #1 who I worry I might have come on a little too hard to. Sure, a handful (pun intended) of shoulder caresses and hair ruffles might not be a big deal to most people, but to them it could. “They started it” is my excuse, which might not be the most mature attitude. So I don’t touch them as much anymore, which could also be sending the signal that I’m not interested in them anymore.
I’m rambling, but I think there’s value in submitting my desperate confused thoughts and actions to ruthless critique.
So M69420 or one of those gangs Trump talks about: A good movie would be about them kidnapping Trump, and President Biden having to negotiate Trump's release. Possibly involving pig fucking like that black mirror episode.
Listening to the new worst of all possible worlds and kind of enjoying the father Gilbert mystery thing because it's so meandering and everyone speaking is so casually British that I'm able to convince myself I'm listening to a Mystery of the Druids DLC
Question, i have a seagate external harddrive with our wedding photos. I haven't done anything to them but today I went to open and sort through them and it is giving me problems opening zip files or opening specific files. Says the data is corrupted. Anyone run into similar issues?
griping about work, Harry Potter comparison (ashamed of myself)
cannot believe i am gonna be That Guy and i say this with the following healthy caveats - JK Rowling is an awful person, i outgrew harry potter like a well-adjusted adult should - but just to illustrate my current work woes, my new manager has dolores umbridge ass energy.
i know i know but it's the best comparison to bring to light exactly the type of grotesque i'm dealing with here. saccharine sweet HR speak while threatening you/cutting down your work performance/cutting down your character, a smile with a knife in the back type. god i hate this person so much. this fucking wretched creature had the nerve to micromanage my body language in a private meeting. and the funny thing is i'm not actually on probation like they said (with the veiled threat that contains), it's by how long you've been with the agency not how long you've been in a specific role. they on the other hand are, and aren't in the union like i am (i.e. they're an at-will employee), so if we really wanna play that game...